Mar. 9th, 2008

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I'm sick and tired...

...of feeling so fucking depressed in the past weeks.
...of feeling alone and crying all the time.
...of telling everyone that I am indeed fine.
...of having no one I could talk to if I wanted, cause I don't want to bother anyone.
...of being actually able to pretend every day.
...of not just being able to deny and repress this and go on with my life.
...of being pathetic anough to write this entry, because it's nothing more than whining
...of not even having a single reason to feel like shit

but I just realized this is my lj and if I want to whine, I can do it as much as I want to. Considering the mood I'm in right now, I don't think anyone will bother to read, but that shouldn't make a difference.

please, someone tell me what's wrong with me? I have so many wonderful things to look forward to - why do I feel so depressed???

I think I'm going to bed now. At least sleeping is still nice.

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